I watched you paint yourself grey with apathy,
But the world shines bright around you,
I wish you'd just flicker and fade.
I lost my faith in you when you lost your way with words,
When you lost your way with words you lost your way with me.
I lost me faith in you.
I lost what little hope I had.
You kept yourself to yourself and you words tight to your chest,
But people put their trust in you, for reasons I will never know.
I tried hard not to hate but to forgive, that failed the moment I met you.
I've made mistakes I won't repeat.
I've got marks on my skin that won't fade, down to my own sense of shame and lack of control.
You broke my composure and I broke some bones but, instead of nothing,
I just feel regret.